Updating again.

I've been updating like crazy today. Inspired by Awesome's post, and further inspired by Brahmin, I'm officially turning off the porn. Withholding the hand entirely was kind of messed up, although a 5-day cycle seemed to work fairly well in terms of increasing my overall aggression and intent.

But no more porn. Watching slim black chicks with wavy-lined fake DD's is fucking with my imagination. It's too sterile, too unreal, too silly. I'm going to think about women I meet and see and wanted to meet but couldn't because of some obstacle I couldn't overcome and not because of impression obsession (ijjjji's take on "approach anxiety"). Plenty of material there, as long as I regularly stay in the field and follow up.

First step is getting a legit day 2 with black girl near where she lives, figuring out her logistics, and hopefully banging her at her place. That happens this week, or else she gets LJBF'd by p1an0hands, the MPUAG/HHM/WKE Master Pick Up Artist Guru/Hog Hunting Master/Whiz Kid Extraordinaire. I'm tired of texting her like once a week for the last 3 weeks. I need more numbers, wooden or otherwise. The more DOWN my subcomms get, the more solid the interactions will become, and the more real the number closes will be. The more real the numbers are, the easier it will be to show up at the door and commence hog hunting.