Out

Haven't been out in a while. I went out with some lair guys for a little. Not a lot of stuff. I in passing chatted to a 2-set (8&9), but ejected due to nervousness. I direct opened an Albanian girl (7). We talked for maybe 10 minutes, but I was miscalibrated and nervous. She caught onto this, but I also had a spark of intent going on, so it wasn't as weird as it could have been. After we finished talking, I referred to her as a crazy Albanian girl, but in reality, she was *somewhat* normal. It was mostly just a way to avoid owning the interaction I had with her, which honestly wasn't that bad. Whatever. Didn't hurt that she had given me clear AI before I started talking to her.

Felt good to be out talking to girls, even though I was just weird about it. I can tell after two days out, I would be COMPLETELY back in the flow.

Whatever. I still hate night game, and although I think the guys who run it are nice guys, I don't like the talent that comes out to the Almost Famous scene. To be honest, there are always a few REALLY good looking girls that show up, and that's great, especially tonight, but there were also some really horrible people (not just lair people lol).

A mediocre night. I talked about PU stuff to a guy who was thinking about joining the lair, and that wasn't too fun.

I want to hit up some daygame soon. I wish the good weather was back. There's nothing stopping me really, seeing as most/all of my days are free (except for weekends). If I so desired, I could spend all my time trying to get a girlfriend.

I realized that there are nightlife things I do enjoy. For instance, there's a drum and bass night every Thursday at the Phoenix Landing @ Central. I want to check that out. It's also fun to go to trivia nights. It's great to hang out with a small group of friends, and really not actively think about picking up girls unless there's a really striking female.

IN FACT, going out to pick up girls exclusively isn't that fun at all. If anything it's a fun-sucking event. If you're not having fun when you start, then it's just a total headsuck.

out

I opened a fob no dice.

I went into American Apparel to try and redeem my gift card and this hired gun started chatting to me. I honestly couldn't tell if she was into me or just being ultra-friendly/hired-friendly. I don't think they get commissions there, so...

she was talking about growing up, her friends, her passions. It was an intense casual conversation, similar to a sarge, except sometimes she would be mirroring my body language and sometimes she would kind of back off. It looked a lot like she was into me, but I didn't go for the phone number because it didn't feel appropriate. I should have, she had nice boobies. She had this weird spiral burn in her hand, like a scar, but almost certainly made on purpose. Cool.

Resolution

I resolved to do 750 sets this year. That amounts to about 2 sets per day, every day. That means that I will have to spend quite a bit of time in field this year. That's fine.

I also want to give back to the lair, because I haven't done much for them. We'll see how later. I might do a daygame thing while I'm jobless or something like that.

All that and a bag of chips

As much as PUAs want to think that they can engineer every situation to their benefit, I am seeing more and more that external factors are often extremely important in garnering lays. Things such as holidays, stress from life, post-breakup blues, and all kinds of normal human moments of 'needing' can contribute to whether a girl will hook up with me.

Often, just showing up and being normal is all that's required, which is really nothing to sneer at. Granted, the lifestyle I want calls for something far beyond that, but it's good to know that not a lot of gaming needs to take place if certain external factors are in effect.

A friend of a friend of my sister that I hooked up with turned out to have just broken up with her boyfriend, and I was just sure that it was my charmingness that made it happen. The circumstances were that she was drinking, around a lot of people she didn't know that well, post-breakup, and I was providing her with emotions and sexual options. I want to get to a place where it can just be me gaming her to the point where she can make a logical decision to go home with me, or an emotional rationalization to check out something at my house and 'then i'll kick her out' or whatever.